Recenlty im always working and came home sleep
early, i fell my life become not meaning anymore just like lost something that very
important thing never find it again even can't use money to buy it also,
i lost he, i lost my life and anything, i can't to face it again,
my mind always preview he, and i still remember that our past happy time,
i can't forget it wat he told me, and i can't accept wat he did to me in the last,
is just like a horrible dream that im wanna make myself to awake, im wanna find back
myself, but i have try a few month but i really can't bring back myself,
even i did't delete he picture in my work pc and im always open my file,
i was so sad, and i have ask myself to delete it, but the picture still always in there, even im
trying to find any profile of he watever at hi5.....once i find it!
im donno why i did't add he and did't say anything,
im asking myself why im wanna do this all, wat im doing!
im can't control myself, why ppl always asking me why im will
break up with he, im don't want anyone know about this,
as im wanna keep it as a secret forever, i did't angry or mad he,
i know he not really wanna do this all, but life is just be like that....
is just a memory for me, forever!