yeah finally was over the mas fair....but after two week the Matta travel fair was coming soon...oh god i been so tired at all.....so damn tired during the fair in this three day need to sale our tour and talking more to the stupid customer...waste mY time and anything also don't want to joine the tour! Guess im just only receive 5 pax to joine the jApan tour damn so bad.........well my horrible dream was coming back, yesterday Stive was coming back again, im already trying to forget he...but why he wanna coming back to me...and say sorry to me can make it on that day, he say he was going to thailand for urgent, and without notice me! well since im know he, im already know he that vey busy guy! actually im was so so angry he did't notice me! but im really like he...maybe we need the time to know each other! i have no choice! im don't want lost this relationship without trying anything! ok i just give another chance, but i have talk to he im just so confuss with he, not serious with anything with me....he say he really serious with me but only he busy sometime.....maybe i should stay at he position to think it....ok we will meet this friday! just now my friend sherra was asking me to calling he come out for drink...i was call he! he have pick up my call but he say busy and call me later! after 15min he have calling me but i did't pick up that time and i receive he sms say can't make it on tonight and he was planing anything on friday with me....but my heart was so pain just like he will make it on that time again......but i have no choice i need to face it too........

yeah finally was over the mas fair....but after two week the Matta travel fair was coming soon...oh god i been so tired at all.....so damn tired during the fair in this three day need to sale our tour and talking more to the stupid customer...waste mY time and anything also don't want to joine the tour! Guess im just only receive 5 pax to joine the jApan tour damn so bad.........well my horrible dream was coming back, yesterday Stive was coming back again, im already trying to forget he...but why he wanna coming back to me...and say sorry to me can make it on that day, he say he was going to thailand for urgent, and without notice me! well since im know he, im already know he that vey busy guy! actually im was so so angry he did't notice me! but im really like he...maybe we need the time to know each other! i have no choice! im don't want lost this relationship without trying anything! ok i just give another chance, but i have talk to he im just so confuss with he, not serious with anything with me....he say he really serious with me but only he busy sometime.....maybe i should stay at he position to think it....ok we will meet this friday! just now my friend sherra was asking me to calling he come out for drink...i was call he! he have pick up my call but he say busy and call me later! after 15min he have calling me but i did't pick up that time and i receive he sms say can't make it on tonight and he was planing anything on friday with me....but my heart was so pain just like he will make it on that time again......but i have no choice i need to face it too........