Monday, February 18, 2008

Im was choose the wrong Road??? @ 2:50 PM

This is my first posting, plus im was working now in the office, but my feeling now was so confuss! im knew a guy recently! he(Stive Sam) is from france but im donno he as well, finally we both have our relationship, but he was so busy with he buisness always! yesterday leonardo was calling me(stive best friend), leonardo he the person know me as well, and he have flirt me before, but im don't have any feeling with he, the person im like is stive! and he told me that he going to penang already to enjoy he trip alone there! he say miss me...he donno im already with stive! that time im was feel so sorry wat im done to he that Night! and i can't cheating he again i tell he all the thing! he say god bless us...have a happy relationship! im donno why my heart was so pain and feel so sorry to he! im so sorry to you leonardo! about stive after that night we chat on the phone until now he did't give any sms or call to me, he promise to me say will give me a call...but he did't! i have try to sms he but im just keep on looking the phone ring! until now! the phone still the same did't have ring! all ppl beside me think im was so happy to get a good relationship...im loser im really loser! i give up anything...the dream is over i sure wake up and to face it! maybe im should decided to give up now! im always think that i can handle anything happen to me...but is not, LOVE for me don't have any meaning...im really happy you accept me but now im scared to face anything....maybe im was choose the wrong road!

Monday, February 18, 2008

Im was choose the wrong Road??? @ 2:50 PM

This is my first posting, plus im was working now in the office, but my feeling now was so confuss! im knew a guy recently! he(Stive Sam) is from france but im donno he as well, finally we both have our relationship, but he was so busy with he buisness always! yesterday leonardo was calling me(stive best friend), leonardo he the person know me as well, and he have flirt me before, but im don't have any feeling with he, the person im like is stive! and he told me that he going to penang already to enjoy he trip alone there! he say miss me...he donno im already with stive! that time im was feel so sorry wat im done to he that Night! and i can't cheating he again i tell he all the thing! he say god bless us...have a happy relationship! im donno why my heart was so pain and feel so sorry to he! im so sorry to you leonardo! about stive after that night we chat on the phone until now he did't give any sms or call to me, he promise to me say will give me a call...but he did't! i have try to sms he but im just keep on looking the phone ring! until now! the phone still the same did't have ring! all ppl beside me think im was so happy to get a good relationship...im loser im really loser! i give up anything...the dream is over i sure wake up and to face it! maybe im should decided to give up now! im always think that i can handle anything happen to me...but is not, LOVE for me don't have any meaning...im really happy you accept me but now im scared to face anything....maybe im was choose the wrong road!